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May 16, 2007 18:50:21 GMT -5
Post by Drake Libertas on May 16, 2007 18:50:21 GMT -5
Drake sighed. "Mainly because you seem so...I don't know. I like you, Cara. That right there is amazing, within itself." he told her, looking at his shoes now. "Besides, by the sound of it and how you act, you don't deserve what you've gotten..." he murmured, looking up with his eyes but not his head.
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Cara Leto
Getting the hang of it.
Oops! I'm sorry, t'was all my fault!
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Violin
May 16, 2007 18:55:01 GMT -5
Post by Cara Leto on May 16, 2007 18:55:01 GMT -5
Cara softly smiled, "I guess that is a wonderment. But why should anyone have you try for the acceptance of someone who isn't going to just accept you? You are awesome. But then again any and everyone is better then me. Little, stupid, boring, odd, me." she said, smiling no longer. She got quieter with each word she said.
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Violin
May 16, 2007 19:37:37 GMT -5
Post by Drake Libertas on May 16, 2007 19:37:37 GMT -5
Drake looked confused. "Cara, I think you are amazing. You aren't boring and so far you don't seem stupid. A little clumbsy maybe, but not stupid." he told her, smirking. "You really need self-love lessons..." he told her, smiling.
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Cara Leto
Getting the hang of it.
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Violin
May 16, 2007 19:42:03 GMT -5
Post by Cara Leto on May 16, 2007 19:42:03 GMT -5
"Where do you find those?" she asked trying to relax. "I am all of the above but think what you want." she added. Cara looked into those blue blue eyes. She lost it. Why did he have to say that? She cried and cried. She sunk to the ground curled up into a little ball and just cried over her father, her mother, her worthlessness, her life, her everything.
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Violin
May 16, 2007 19:53:18 GMT -5
Post by Drake Libertas on May 16, 2007 19:53:18 GMT -5
Drake jumped back as she started crying. He knelt down next to her, trying to get a look at her face. "Hey...erm...don't cry. Look, I don't know whats wrong, but I would like to help." he told her, trying to figure out how to best help her.
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Cara Leto
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Violin
May 16, 2007 19:56:30 GMT -5
Post by Cara Leto on May 16, 2007 19:56:30 GMT -5
Cara looked up and just collapsed into him and sobbed. "Why doesn't he care? Why doesn't he think I'm worth it? Why doesn't he give a damn? Why?" she said into his chest. Her eyes were getting little from crying so hard. She could hardly breathe she was crying so hard.
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Violin
May 16, 2007 20:08:21 GMT -5
Post by Drake Libertas on May 16, 2007 20:08:21 GMT -5
Drake almost fell backwards. He wrapped his arms around her and very warrily patted her on the back of the head. "If anyone doesn't care about you that should then they don't deserve to even know you." he said, trying to think of what his sister used to be like. "Cara, I've only known you for a little while and I've already told you more than I've told anyone." he told her over the sobs. He hated it when girls cried, absolutely hated it. He did the one thing he could think that could make any girl happy- he kissed her forehead, blushing vibrantly. If there was one good thing he had been taught by his family it was how to blush on cue.
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Cara Leto
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Violin
May 16, 2007 20:17:16 GMT -5
Post by Cara Leto on May 16, 2007 20:17:16 GMT -5
Cara's head poped up from where she had been burrowing into his clothes and half smiled. She kept crying but it had slowed to a more, cry cry not a sob sob cry. SHe felt a wee bit better and just sat there letting him hold her. She curled up into him more and said, "But maybe if I'm perfect he will care. But I'm not and never gonna be, I'm not you. So I should just accept it and deal."
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Violin
May 16, 2007 20:23:36 GMT -5
Post by Drake Libertas on May 16, 2007 20:23:36 GMT -5
Drake looked down at her and realized he didn't care that he had kissed her. "Cara, you're as close to perfect as I am. You don't need to change anything and if he can't see that then he needs to." he said, holding her a little closer. "Believe me, I'm not perfect. Not in the least." he told her, sighing.
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Cara Leto
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Violin
May 22, 2007 13:24:14 GMT -5
Post by Cara Leto on May 22, 2007 13:24:14 GMT -5
Cara looked up at him and said, "Yes, yes you are perfect." She just let him hold her. Normally she would have squirmed away. She leaned into him and said it again, "You are perfect."
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Violin
May 22, 2007 14:29:27 GMT -5
Post by Drake Libertas on May 22, 2007 14:29:27 GMT -5
Drake laughed a little. "No not really. I have horrible breath in the morning and really bad bed head." he told her, trying to be funny. "But seriously, I'm not perfect. I can't even really stand up for myself. Not really, anyway. If I could I wouldn't have to pretend to be so mean-" he realized what he was saying. He slammed a hand over his mouth and turned the color of a rose. "I mean..." he sighed. "Okay, I'm not really all that tough, okay? Don't tell anyone, you'll ruin my reputation." he said, fear entering his blue eyes again.
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Cara Leto
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Violin
May 23, 2007 18:48:42 GMT -5
Post by Cara Leto on May 23, 2007 18:48:42 GMT -5
Cara looked at the fear in those blue, blue eyes and almost laughed. He was alway so sure of himself. The look of fear in him was laughable. Instead of laughing she just smiled and said, "If I wanted to ruin your reputation I wouldn't tell them you aren't as tough as you act. Actually I wouldn't want to so thats a pointless statement. Besides your cute when you blush." Woah! wait. He kissed me. Not directly but he did. Okay wow. she thought melting inside.
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Violin
May 25, 2007 7:18:51 GMT -5
Post by Drake Libertas on May 25, 2007 7:18:51 GMT -5
Drake smirked. "Yeah, I haven't given you reason to want to ruin my reputation...yet." he said, laughing. "As for the blush thing, thanks. You're not bad yourself." he said, smirking again as the blush left his face. She really amuses me. She doesn't seem to mind my attitude either. Maybe I've actually made a friend. he thought. The possibility that he might have a friend made him smile.
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Cara Leto
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Violin
May 25, 2007 8:13:19 GMT -5
Post by Cara Leto on May 25, 2007 8:13:19 GMT -5
Cara blushed an even brighter shade of pink. She couldn't believe she had said that and that he had said that. "Th-thanks." she mumbled. Cara hoped he thought of her as a friend cause she was sort've starting to think of him as a friend.
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Violin
May 25, 2007 15:35:01 GMT -5
Post by Drake Libertas on May 25, 2007 15:35:01 GMT -5
Drake smirked, amused by her blushing. "So, ummm, Cara, are we friends? I mean, I concider you my friend now. You're my first actual friend." he said, blushing now also and looked at the ground.
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